Friday, 2 May 2014

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These past few months have been up-and-down road for me and now I feel I'm speeding straight down with no brakes. Few days ago my beloved Grandad passed away and I still can't come to terms with his death. I wish I could say he died peacefully but I can't. It happened so suddenly and I simply feel shattered. The fact that I cannot be with my family in this difficult moment makes my heart ache even more. So many words I didn't say to him... I feel empty.
We told G. that he grew wings and flew to the sky and that now he lives in the clouds. "Isn't he cold out there?", she asked with concern. I hope he's not. I hope he's safe and warm and in peace.
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10 comments:

  1. Kusems3 May 2014 at 08:26

    Kasia, I'm so sorry to hear about your grandfather! What an awful loss, though I am sure he is resting in peace and is safe and warm. Our thoughts are with you guys. I hope you and your family can find some comfort in this difficult time. All our love! xxx

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    1. Kasia3 May 2014 at 11:11

      Thank you Karen for your uplifting words. I'll try to PM you soon. We miss you guys!

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  2. likeschocolate4 May 2014 at 18:26

    So sorry life has been so dfficult as of late! I pray you can find some resolution and peace!

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  3. Kasia5 May 2014 at 11:05

    Thank you Kelleyn for your kind words..

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  4. Francesca5 May 2014 at 19:26

    sorry for your loss, Kasia, I know the distance from your family must feel very acute right now. i don't know what the right way to tell of the end of life to little children is, but to make a connection with where it all begins, where we all began, and to instill the circle/cycle concept is often a good, non scary start.
    hugs.

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  5. Andi G18 May 2014 at 15:47

    Oh Kasia, that has to be so painful not to be with your family during this time. I am sure it adds to your heartache. Easier said than done, but gather comfort in your loves that are near and draw strength from them. I am sure without a doubt that your beloved Granddad is safe, warm, and peaceful.

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  6. Monica21 May 2014 at 22:01

    That is so sad, Kasia, my condolences. It is hard when it's such a sudden departure. Healing takes time....hang in there!

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    1. Kasia22 May 2014 at 20:07

      Thank you, Monica, for your warm comment..

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